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9th November

2011 has already passed like 11 months. it's so fast and i felt and experienced so many things these months. and yeah, what i felt today is anger, hate, empty, sadness, and loneliness or sickness.i KNOW why as always. and i am almost getting used to it but it still makes me cry and throw or hit something off. but it makes me more cleaner. so it's okay. what i want to say is, by the way, i think i shouldn't do something just for anyone like him anymore. the clever people would think about me dumb but i don't care anyway. because i am the cleverest. they think do something for the others is the best way to grow up. but sorry i've already grown up. sigh, i have to tell these stupid things into myself to forget everything like today. the result of this writing is i am a bull shit,thank you.

i know i'm sick and writing these things is such a shame thing but it's fun to read this again someday in the future.