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I've been staying at my parents' home for like a week now due to my grandpa's funeral and some stuff to do. My home town is placed in SUCH a countryside and feels like time passes so sllooowwwlllyy. I wake up late every morning, pray for grandpa, listen to music in living room through the luxury speakers and have a cup of coffee watching my lovely yard. that's what i call the HAPPINESS. of course I like to stay alone at my apartment all day, but it seems like it has kind of a different happiness here to stay alone. I've been doing like lawn mowing,editing some movies that i took with my friend, making weird music with my sister and laugh a lot..also I sometimes play piano and go for a walk to the forest when it rains, and drink with my dad at night. I am totally free and released from everything right now so when i go back to the city, i will probably die..

おじいちゃんの法事もあるし、お盆だしここのところずっと実家にいる。田舎は時間の流れがゆったりしているからいい。朝ゆっくり起きておじいちゃんにお線香をあげて、リビングで音楽を流して庭を眺めながらコーヒー飲むのが本当に幸せだよ。自分のアパートで一人こもるのも好きだけど、実家の一人ぼっちはまた違うよさがある〜。とにかく時間がたくさんあるから、庭の芝刈りしたり、この前撮った動画を編集してみたり、妹と変な曲作って笑ったり。あと久々にピアノを弾いてみたり、雨が降ったら森の方へ散歩して、夜は父とお酒を飲んで、、なんていうか考え事とかバイトとかいろんなものから解放された老後のような生活だから都会へ帰ったらしぬ。今日なにしよう