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９０年代の頃（しかも初期、たぶん）の記憶なんて絶対にないだろうに、スマパンを聴くといつも90年代の思い出がよみがえる。思い出すというよりはあの頃に感じてた気持ちがよみがえって、心がぎゅっとなる。あとは、パパとママと東京をドライブしてたときの、ビルたちが夕日に染まっていく様子を私が見上げてたときの光景がいつも思い出される。。こういうのってなんともいえないくらいぎゅっとなって悲しくなるし、ノスタルジックという言葉が一番ぴったり。
I don't think that I have any memories of 90s,maybe early 90s but all the time when I listen to The Smashing Pumpkins, some memories (or the feelings) of 90s come back to my mind and it makes me so nostalgic. also the songs reminds me of the sight which I'd seen when I was very young like 3 or so and was in the car with my mom and dad. I was looking up the high buildings turning red by the sun set while we were driving in Tokyo. I still remember it and I think it is not just a dream, I think it actually happened. then I was only a little girl tho. this feeling is so nostalgic but also weird at the same time. I should say not the smashing pumpkins makes me feel like that way but especially this song.