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it's a bit embarrassing that there are at least some readers on my blog, but i won't care what they think about my messy english/japanese writings as long as they're random readers... i hope they aren't particular readers. let me write for a boredom anyway...
today i watched a movie about a woman who has husband and had a crash on another guy who lives in very close to where she and her husband live. she seemed she really loves her husband, but surely in love with that guy. she was happy enough with her life with her husband, but seemed a bit sad or lonely. the guy also loves her but he never do things because he knows she has husband and all he did was just wait for her actions. the woman struggled with her complicated feelings, like she was kind of in love with that guy but she never wanted to hurt her husband. she broke up with her husband and started a new life with the guy eventually, but she cried when she thought of her ex.
the story was a little bit complicated and hard to catch up and i don't like this movie that much... (i wanted to see the process of love between her and the new guy in fact!)  well, what i want to say is,,, this is very girlish(?), i think this movie is for girls. i think guys never understand that kind of feelings. the japanese catch phrase for this movie ads was, "I'm not insensitive to happiness, I'm just too sensitive to loneliness". this expresses things very right,, that is to say, new things are always look shiny and everyone wants new things, but new things get older.　
つまりはそういうこと！